Category: My Healing Journey

  • Don’t let life pass you by…

    Don’t let life pass you by…

    I’ve really started noticing more and more things in my environment/surroundings and am so appreciative for what I’m experiencing! I’ve been struggling to find my path for decades. I have come to realize how far off my path I was. I believe finding my path and including between one to two hours of stretching/yoga/meditation has…

  • Healing and Avoidance

    Healing and Avoidance

    It’s been weeks since I’ve written. I have been grappling through a myriad of things and I needed to “take a knee”. I absolutely love being on the road and those three weeks I enjoyed being out and about meant the world to me!  I did need to take a break and get some doctor…

  • Enjoy the Moment!

    Enjoy the Moment!

    One of the things that I’m constantly working on is staying in the moment (mindfulness) and not letting my thoughts wander. It’s honestly something that I have been trying to work on and practice since 2014 and am definitely getting there! I believe the military helped shape my ability to make myself comfortable in any…

  • Sheepdogs

    Sheepdogs

    I got my newest tattoo Saturday morning. I’m excited about it because it has so much meaning. First, I’m working on getting my sleeves done. I’m currently on my left arm and I’m doing an aquatic life theme based upon organisms from Prince William Sound. I’m playing with ideas for the right sleeve but don’t…

  • Freedom

    Freedom

    I have had a lot of thoughts bouncing around but haven’t had the motivation or presence to put them together and look at a lot of them. A couple weeks ago on the 25th I headed up north towards Soldotna. My intent was to meet up with a longtime friend on Saturday but stop along…

  • Needle Therapy

    Needle Therapy

    Rachel using her skills and drawing out the sleeve I had an amazing experience with Rachel from Exotic Eye Tattoo. I got my first three tattoos from a shop on Clark Street in Chicago with the first one in 1988. My last tattoo was in 1993. I’ve wanted to get another and for years have…

  • Back on the Net… Well kinda

    Back on the Net… Well kinda

    First I just want to capture how happy I am that I created this. I have had so many family members (to me family is by blood and brotherhood/sisterhood) reach out to me. I can’t say thank you enough for joining me on this journey. I went down to Phoenix last week to celebrate my…

  • First Post! Triggers

    First Post! Triggers

    Last week was my first counseling focused on purely PTSD. I read or in all honesty on some items scanned and I realize that’s avoidance. I did see that the slide deck included PTSD triggers and one of my homework tasks is to build my list of triggers. For now, that’s as far as I’ll…